People are telling me that I'm stressing myself too much and I tried to not panic whenever I thought about the exams that are to come very soon. It's hard. I get frustrated, I get worried, I run away from reality and at the end of the day, I hate myself for failing again. It's tiring. My heart isn't really helping lately, with the acute pain that comes now and then, I'm rather worried about how much longer I can last. The breathlessness and the pain seems to be sending me a sign, a message that hey, something's wrong and I should really do something about it. What are those something? I wish I know too.

For now, I feel so trapped in the dark, like someone who is lost in the tunnel, not knowing what I should do. Problems that concern me and problems that don't continue to stack on. Where's the light that I'm searching for? I wonder too. This feeling sucks, really. I just need a sign, an arrow that points me at the right direction or I doubt I won't be able to last till the battle comes.

Sheesh. Another depressing one. Ohwell.