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Hello there.
My name is Lan Xin. No, it's not my full name thus my surname is not Lan. However, to prevent anyone from tracking me down (for god knows what reason) I shall not post my full name here.
Come up with creative surname for me e.g. Tan, Lim, Choo or even Blue. I like that, my surname shall be Blue.
Hi, I'm Miss Blue.
Age: 18 (In chinese, it has been said that once you turn 18, you'll become a flower or something along that line.
It's a lie. I have enough evidence for that, I'm still a human. So much for wanting to be a blue rose ): )
I am currently an employed slacker/rotter who works at home. It's a great job, you should consider doing that too ^^
Oh, I'm a lacto-ovo vegetarian. Go google it :D
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Likes
Blue, White and Black
Animes and Mangas
Drums and Piano
My family and friends
Strawberries
Noodles
Waffles
Nutella
Hey!Say!Jump
Big Time Rush
NYC boys
Drawing, doodling or staring into space
Cheese, pasta and pizza
Dislikes
Flirts
Heart breakers
Bitter stuffs
Very very hot weather
Bread (unless it contains something I like
The fact that my sis does not like cheese
If I ruled the world
► Sunday, July 24, 2011 | 10:50 PM
I would make the world a much better place for my loved ones to live in.
People who are oblivious to how evil the world can be
Lucky you
I grew up watching relationships fall apart, losing faith in love as time goes by.
I grew up watching people hurting themselves and the people around them, not that they want to but they just can't help it.
Don't get me wrong.
My family is fine, at least my parents and my sis are. We're the average kind I guess. Many say that I'm really fortunate, some say that I tend to take it for granted.
But hey, every night, I do thank god for allowing my life to be blessed with so many wonderful people.
I love them, a lot. That's why my heart aches every single time they fall, every single time they are hurt. And it sucks, really, when I don't know how to make them feel better.
Tonight, I'm going to lay in bed again, dying a little for the people I love inside. Someday, I really want to tell some of them how I really feel. I want them to know that I still care for them, no matter how many miles we are apart.
Loser much
► Thursday, July 21, 2011 | 8:52 PM
I feel so loserish today):
No it's not the time of the month so I'm not pmsing
It's just that my confidence level is going down by the minute while my stress level is going up.
It's disappointing, my results, although I've finally passed everything but my maths dropped like nobody's business. I really felt like a failure when the groupings for maths came out. I was so close. Why did I let my guard down?
It sucks, I don't seem to have any special talent or what's not while my cousins are all skilled in different ways. I'm so normal that I feel so loserish. ):
Sorry there might be any logic in this but yea, just let me rant.
I hate school. Rah.
And I don't want to go for college day alone): What's the point of having friends when you can't get anyone to accompany you?
This is pathetic. I shall be off. Bye
Confession
► Sunday, July 10, 2011 | 8:43 PM
I am afraid of falling in love.
People around me show me now and then how fragile it is.
I really don't wanna get hurt
Why isn't there a happily ever after happening around me?
Mixed feelings
► Tuesday, July 5, 2011 | 9:33 PM
I got back my results today.
I cried. I smiled. I was disappointed. I jumped for joy.
Somehow, the expectations you have for each subjects will cause you to have different reactions when you see the score written on the cover page of each paper.
I defeated my greatest enemy but I caused my friend to plunge down to such a low grade.
Nonetheless, it's a start. I may be disappointed but at least, I see some hope.
It's comforting, how your friends stood by you as you cried your heart out. I wasn't supposed to break down. I was prepared to see what was there on my paper. Still, the disappointment was overwhelming. Putting in so much, yet achieving so little seems so not worth it at all.
Then again, maybe god was reminding me not to be complacent anymore.
On the bright side, I passed the papers which I was starting to give up hope on. It's comforting to know that there is still hope for these subjects.
When the next battle comes, I am going to be fully prepared and hopefully, grades I have been hoping to see will appear on my results slip.
Loser
► Sunday, July 3, 2011 | 9:47 PM
The certificate might mean nothing to others, but being able to receive that is an honour.
Yet i failed to meet the requirements.
Why?
Cause my grades were not good enough.
He said that it's okay, they can overlook it.
For that moment, I felt that i was being looked down upon.
It's a wonder, how easily they can achieve their As.
Yet for me, B already made my day for MCTs.
No matter how much I yearn for it, I will not accept the cert.
At least not this year.
Ah, I feel like a loser.
