today wasn't as awesome as i thought it would have been.
well, i wonder what's wrong with me too.
it can't be just the lack of sleep.
this is bad, my self-control is getting worse each day.
then it hit me, i realised all this shit(sorry) is due to it be 2011
well, it's not the year that matters.
i don't give a damn(sorry again) about what yr it is but hey, it's my A level year
i'm friggin stressed already D:
there are homeworks undone, new topics unread, tests unrevised.
AHHH. !@#$%^&*
JC2 is going to be hell
the world better not end soon, i don't wanna waste 2 years of my life stressing up for nothing
well, let's see, seeing that this blog might die anytime soon as the time goes by due to the piling of homework and the comings of tests and exams. okay i don't even want to think about it.
let's rant
i hate people who are so damn bloody fake.
but, i'm like that sometimes too so i hate myself as well.
ihateyoulanxin. hahas wth
they get on my nerves and even more today since i was tired and stressed.
but urgh, i should stop making myself so miserable
i really should go on a diet. hoho
okay random
laomu ah, you must help me kay? let dizi(or is it dizhi) find an awesome and smart way to study and not be distracted by anything or anyone else. i can't afford to cry since i can't rmb when i last did that :O my head just hurts when i feel like crying. wheee.. i'm nuts. JC makes me nuts
but! i'm gonna defeat it! at the end of the year! so just watch out hurr.
stress is not going to push me down. at least not at the start of the year. lanxin, ni ke yi de! whoo!
A levels, you're going downnn with many As :D hopefully all, but i shan't put in too much hope.
i realised i didn't have any new year resolution/s.
okay here it is.
i shall be a better girl this yr
i can't put feminine since my family needs a "guy" around to move the stuffs
i can't put mature since i have to be young at heart or i will die of overseriousness or sth like that
i shall bitch gossip less too
oh and i shall make full use of each day or at least try to
okay, i should be going off to finish up my econs project. that's like a stepping stone to success
THANKS DADDY for keeping me company today although i kept running away.
you're awesome, serious. don't deny kays? (:
take care of yourself. you can't fall sick.
and cheer up! You look WAYYYY better with a smile :D
if you bad mood, it will make my mood worse too and thr's not point trying to be the sun lor
especially if you use a mirror and reflect it away ):
so be happy yea? i don't mind listening to you nag luh, pleaseee, how long have i known you?
and it isn't fair if i keep ranting and going on while i dunno what's going on in your mind mah :/
yupyup. so cheer up yea? :D
oh, fahrenheit has a new mv YAY.
random.
i shall be going then. buhbye!
