Okay, i'm currently using my cousin's computer but it's annoying the hell out of me.
super laggy and no, my patience ain't that good
ohwell

let's reflect on this week
it's my first week back to school after all and nope, it's not good
i'm tired, stressed and pissed
with myself.
no worries, i'm not angry with anyone, at least not yet since there's nothing much for me to be agitated about for now

i wanna scream. why can't i get myself to sit there for two hours, okay, one hour and concentrate on my homework whole heartedly. yes like 100% my attention span is so bloody short that all my stuffs are choked up in a corner. AHHH. wtflower.
there are tests coming up and if i can't even handle now, how am i gonna survive orientation period. omigosh. i'm such a loser. lousylanxin. yay, alliteration.

okay academics aside
so this week wasn't good. after thinking about it i realised, the problem lies with moi
you see, i should do something about my poor attitude. it's really shameful i must say
i'm 18 this yr(although i'm officially that old in oct) so i should behave like an 18 yrs old girl
like you know, all grown up, mature and stuffs. not like some xiao meimei who gets on th nerves of some people
i know, i should stop being so AA and so irritating and so urgh at times
i bet some people hate me already.
lalala, who cares
okay, i do care. Alot.

and i'm a jdy now. it's my second year somemore, so i should behave like some da jiejie, instead of this lunatic whose attitude can be quite shitty at times. i beg for your forgiveness if i've not been up to your expectations.
but but but, being serious is so boring and my life is boring enough. wheee, screw logic.

oh and my mum says i should smile from the bottom of my heart, like you know, smile like i mean it. not like, pi xiao rou bu xiao.

tmr is the start of week 2.
A levels is in nov 20sth.
so i have around 10months and a week left?
Gambatte lan, you can do it. whoo
peace out.

p/s: i'm sorry. i think i'm turning nuts. LOL