i think i pulled a muscle. ow. it hurts bad.
clive's mum rubbed my shoulder for me and told me that i had tense shoulders
hahas, it's nothing new actually, i haven't relaxed for a really long time
somehow i realised, i have always lifted my shoulders up a little, just a little
it's as if i am trying to hold on to something.
i wouldn't call studying a burden but it somehow tires me out
ohwell, studying for examinations has never been fun since the beginning
anyway, for those who care
i have decided to snap out of it
being sad over that kinda stuffs drained too much of my energy
i know it'll take some time as always but i will try and focus (:
hurrah
oh guess what, i managed to dig out all of the notes i need for MCTs
what an accomplishment for me
every single topic has been taken out from somewhere, clipped with the rest for the subject and left on the box beside my table
now it's time to mug and mug
i doubt i will be online for the next 3 weeks then
or maybe i will
seeing that my notes aren't all filled :/
oh and, lm ah, i sincerely apologise for having negative thoughts about stuffs
like how i thought that going for ls and bxb was totally a waste of time.
i know my life should be balanced
i will try my best to balance it out
yea, i should stop with all the excuses.
hmm, i think i better go
until next time then
xoxo
