it sucks
i didn't know i was like you know, having a crush on someone
and when i did
it ended
so quickly
yet so impactful
it hurts
shit
i wanna cry
but i can't
damn
he brightens up my day
but now, i don't know how to smile when i see him
no i mean, i smile
but it's not from the bottom of my heart
at least, i know it's not
what should i do?
MCTs is coming
i need to focus
focus
focus
i shouldn't have called out to him that day
then i would have still been in my happyland
now, i can't even bring myself to live in denial
i should stop sleeping my time away
and start getting back on my feet
focus lanxin, focus.
ily, and i guess, you'll never know